.Brain Fracture.

Wickedly Depressing.

2009-10-18T17:38:00.001-07:00

Finished reading Wicked.
All I have to say is this:
[Spoilers]

DOROTHY, YOU F*CKING DUMBASS.
LIIR, YOU UNGRATEFUL BASTARD, I WISH YOU DIED IN THE WELL.
BOQQQQ, WHY DID YOU GET SCARED OF ELPHIE? [While they were in college, I wanted him and Elphaba to end up together. But then he goes and gets married to F*CKING MILLA?! The author DECEIVED me with his craftly writing!]
CROPE AND TIBBETT, WHY DID YOU CHANGEEE? :C -CRIES-
And Fiyero- FIYEROOOOOOO. -SOBS-
ELPHABAAAAA. -DROWNS IN TEARS-

I'm going to be depressed about this book for at least a month. At least.
The...the writing gave me some hope that Fiyero wasn't dead after all, but then BAM! Shoots that hope down.
In the last chapter it was like... Like....
Like they were kicking a starving puppy in the face for ten hours straight until it dies. D:

I... I don't think even my new Neil Gaiman books will bring me out of this depression.
I should go see the play.
Apparently, all the deaths are "Disney Deaths."

"Go get your shovel-

2009-10-09T16:18:00.000-07:00

-And we'll dig a deep hole,

To bury the castle, bury the castle."

[Inside joke. The drawing, not the lyrics. 8* ]

Friday, Friday. <3

I want to go to Border's over the weekend. I need more booksssss.

And CDs. Need more CDs.

I'm almost finished reading Wicked. 8[

I REFUSE TO BELIEVE FIYERO IS DEAD.

HE CAN'T BE.

I heard from some people that Elphaba's lover is supposed to be disguised as the Scarecrow, but then I heard from others that he's just dead. So... D8?

We'll see, we'll see.

I also want to read The Ugly Stepsister, also by George Maguire, I heard that was good too.

In videogame news-

Just downloaded another new batch of games to my R4, and I'm trying to play them one at a time so I'll actually finish them, maybe, but then I started hopping all over the place on the menu. 8[ -Has horrible self discipline-

ANDDD GANTZZZZ.

They took Gantz off of Onemanga.com. D8

The licenser told them to stop showing their manga for free, so they froze the pages for a while, but I hoped they would get them back up after a while, butttt-

AAAGH. I kept putting off reading the new chapters because it had been so long since I last read them.

-CLAWS AT THE SCREEN-

And the zombie RP has picked itself up.

It's just going at a glacial pace.

College~

2009-10-02T16:26:00.000-07:00

[It's normal for a 17-month-old to be standing/walking already, yeah? Yeah.]

Normal day, noting special happened.

I'm getting more and more excited about college though. [Las Positas then UCI, aaaahhhhh. <333]

I've been looking at college reviews for Irvine, and it looks like, for the most part, the student body is pretty happy there. Good teachers, great classes, wonderful environment, etc. The only negative comments that really came up were the facts that UCI is usually a "Safety School," a.k.a. the school a student chooses to go to if all their other choices don't accept them. So, because of this, there's supposedly a TON of students walking around, angsting in their UC Berkley or UCLA sweaters, whining about how they could've gone to a "much better school." So that might be something that will piss me off a bit. 8[

The other complaint was that it's a Asian/Indian-dominated school. Which is fine, I don't really mind being a minority at school.

Even though I get excited about college when I think about it, at the same time I get really depressed. All of my buddies and I are spreading away from eachother like grapeshot from what it sounds like.

I feel like the next time I'll see them all is at our High School Reunion.

And then the friends that don't even go to my High School, I may not see after this year.

Haha, I started this post all excited, and now I'm sad. Haaaa. orz

AND, EFFFFFFFF.

I'M IN A REALLY COOL ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE RP, BUT NOBODY'S POSTING ANYMORE.

EFFFFFF.

"Because it's inside your f*ing cat."

2009-09-22T18:25:00.000-07:00

[Nynniaw, after a sleepless night of experimenting on the new 'project' now locked up in the basement.]

Mmmmrr, normal day at school; I don't wanna do homework. :<

Talking in Lit/Social Justice is progressively making me more paranoid that I won't be able to successfully support myself financially in the future, and my Civics class just amplifies that fear, three periods later. I do plan on becoming a Microbiologist/Immunologist, and they make a good amount of money. I'm... Just... Paranoid.

Hmmm, oh well.

Other than that- LOOKING FORWARD TO ROBERT DOWNEY JR. AS SHERLOCK HOLMESSSSS.

And a not-fat Watson, YESSSS. JUDE LAWWWW. ;D

Also, I've started reading Wicked, by George Maguire. I'm just two chapters in, counting the Prologue; it seems interesting. 8*

And I'm still playing Theresia: Dear Emile for the DS. I'm stuck trying to find that goddamn Cat Key. D:

"The cat hid to find the light."

I've already searched the light room ten times over. Agagagaga. -Goes off to read game walk-throughs-

And regarding the title: Goldfish Funeral.

Click Restart; Loading the New World.

2009-09-19T13:14:00.000-07:00

RESTARTING MY BLOG AGAIN, WHOOO.

[In case you haven't noticed, I'm a delete-a-holic.]

So, hrrrr. Yes.

I'm going to try to make this my sketch blog, so it'll be filled with stuff that I feel is not up to par for DA.

See, for DA, I want to put more finished pieces. Here, I'll put both the finished pieces and sketches.

So what goes here will not necessarily go on DA, but what goes on DA, will go here. Ja ja.

And, well, this will still be my bitching/venting blog, too. orz